I drank coffee today and now i can not sleep. Fuck that shit! Sleep is my medication to oblivion and today (at least today) i didn't want to think about you. Hard situation that i've been through... constants fights and I've been naked this whole time. I should not have drunk coffee... i shouldn't. I just don't wanna think about you, about our past and all these broken hearts. I just want to sleep... so, i am sorry if i'm trying to move myself away from you but this feeling is killing me inside, burns to much. I really would love if you could lay with me in my bed, i probably would drink more coffees. But you choose not be here, so, i need to get over it, learn the lesson and stop the daily coffees because that shit reminds me of you every night.